I need to escape from the abuser I have lived with for over 22 years. The kids are all grown and out the home. He is a drinker and has cheated on me numerous times. He does not consider it cheating because, we was never married. This relationship has took a toll on my body and soul. I'm 42 years old and for once I would like to be in control of my life. I have been foolish, gullible and just plain stupid for far to long. But Im desperate now! I want to get away...FAR AWAY! I know where I want to go. And I want type it here, because I fear he might find me. I just need help funding my escape. I'm a broken woman and I need to rebuild myself. I will seek therapy ( I know I need it) once I get there. But I just need to get there, Please help fund my escape.